I’ve Gotta Go is a biting new single from Aela Hopeful Monster (she is working some sh*t out). Produced by one of Aela Hopeful Monster’s longtime favorite up-and-coming producers, Belgian producer Johnny September. I’ve Gotta Go is available on all streaming platforms.
I’ve Gotta Go
[Lyrics by Aela Hopeful Monster]
Picking up my bags
like that first 40 oz
Got to get out
this motherfucking house
I’ve Gotta go so bad
I’m bout to bounce
Every last second counts
Feel like I’m ’bout to drown
All those goodbye tears shed over so many years
When I loved him dear
fell on deaf ears
Till his tears
Buried all my fears
his suicidal years
The porn
The scorn
hate for those not born
With the same as you
privilege few
If you only knew
How caustic you grew
Never said “I do”
mother said
Girl I tell you
Loyalty is true
only in a few
I was taught
To stick it out
Unless you want that leather belt
Cast fear in this child
All the while
I grew stronger
Could take the whip
a little longer
See I
learned to bite my tongue
Let it bleed long
Go numb
Now I
smile as that next whip’s about to come
No longer a child
I don’t wait for it
I grab the whip by the grip
Snap it
Clap thunder tips at it
Call my unicorn
We dip
My chariot
it’s lit
My independence
Yo, keep your Latina porn
And watch this A1 move on
Cuz,
Bitch I’m done
To all of you
Who lost a bad one
This is for you
Cuz bitch were through